我

各位乡亲父老兄弟姐妹，
我叫诗雨。
有了新名字……
见到我记得叫多几声，诗雨诗雨诗雨……

uncontrollable

I met my old friends yesterday. We gathered at Gasoline.

They had changed a lot. I could not recognize some of them. Actually I just met with few persons, I was unable to attend the gathering last time or else I will be unable to recognize more persons.

I miss them. I felt sad too. Life is uncontrollable. Sometimes we are forced to make unwilling changes or decisions.

汉雄、伟康、易霖、汶皓、佩雯……我会记得你们。

As long as we are happy. That would be nice.

I miss my old friends.

I was very busy during last few weeks, keep rushing for assignments. Now I just left some work got to be done. This kind of life keeps repeating.

Every semester’s routine is the same. Once we start a new semester, we will be given a lot of major subjects’ course works. By the time we finish and pass up, it’s time for us to rushing for minor subjects’ course works. After that, examinations are smiling and waving to us. It is a circle, keep on repeating until we graduate.

My schooling life is different with others which are studying in universities or colleges. I got to admit that I am envy about their lives. My university life is totally different with them. My campus is same status with university but the system and life is exactly same with secondary school. *%@#

I miss my old friends. I remember what had a friend told me before. She said secondary school time is the best time for us to make friends. When we go to tertiary education or getting older, we are hard to find true friends. I am strongly agreed with her now.


I miss my old friends.

Well Done, Lee Chong Wei

What a long time didn’t update my blog. I should have written something.

I was wanted to write about the Olympic male single badminton final match and the closing ceremony but end up writes nothing. The feeling will be different if you didn’t jot down when it comes to you.

Chong Wei got a silver medal for Malaysia. It is the only one medal for the country. We felt proud! All the hard work of him was paid off although he got the silver but not gold.

He didn’t play well. Something had gone wrong with him. We felt nervous when we were watching the match, but at the same time, he was more nervous than us. He was carrying all Malaysians’ hope on him. He was carrying a heavy burden on him. Malaysians understand that and none of us blame on him, but we thanked him. His silver medal had brought the position of Malaysia had moved forward among the 204 countries.

We thanked his coach too. Both of them had made us proud.

We hope they will have better achievement in future. Well done.

I am wrong!

My biggest weakness is I am not good at acting.

Therefore, people could not take it because they have got used to acting. They like to act, they are born to act. God had missed up giving me this ability when He created me.

Should I feel glad for this?

Funeral

The uncle who stayed opposite my house had just passed away on two days ago. The day Lee Chong Wei got the first Olympic medal for Malaysia. I went to mamak stall with my sister to watch the match, by the time we came back, the opposite house neighbor was start preparing the funeral.

他们现在准备出殡。根据道教的礼俗，现在在做最后的祭拜。那支乐队不断演奏怀旧歌曲。听了很难过。想起几年前外婆去世时，妈妈哭得声音都沙哑。出殡的一路上，她跟在车后，不断拍打车身，一直说她的福建话，哭得很伤心、很伤心。

我会不自觉的想……但我不敢想。我克制自己。眼泪掉下。情绪很低落。对面老伯去世时只有65岁。对我而言，很年轻。人生有多少的十年……我不禁感慨。我甚至惭愧，自己蹉跎光阴。我幸庆，自己懂得珍惜和她在一起的时刻。我不愿成长，我不想面对岁月增加的事实。心里很感慨、很感慨……这一刻，我无法言语。很感触，泪不断往下掉。

我很感谢她。她是唯一让我感觉自己活在这世上的意义。她教会我很多事物、很多道理。我很敬佩她。她很坚强。她面对比一般人多的风雨、面对无数的考验，但她依然很乐观。她让我找到生存的价值与意义。她是我唯一的希望，我的精神支柱。

我不敢想象以后的日子。我只知道，我要珍惜她。

“我问天，我问天，甘会冻麦创治……”